Memories

yesterday i reviced the email in my sch mail box annoucment for the ICT sc 0708 d comm recruitment. Reminds me of last year when i 1st saw that too. so damm freaking noobish then. Today shi hui got nominated by jojo for the channel u new program Hey Gorgeous haha she was freaking out when she found out. http://u.mediacorptv.com/hey/ u can vote for her there

photos

having nt better to do i went ard sch this afternoon taking photos i noe they are not exactly pro standard but do comment i would like to noe how to improve

Safari is here

Whoa i just downloaded safari for windows yesterday. It owns IE(plugins exclude) in just abt every thing. Although for some reason i cant seem to type in Cbox using safari. then again its still a beta so we shld expect a few bugs

SCJP Stress

argh currrently studying for SCJP(Sun Certification for Java Programers) J2SE 5 damm stress han yang and koh li took the test on tuesday and failed they tell me the ans all damm freaking close 1 so must be VERY CAREDFULL. typical of java questions like to play very close and details dammit. T06 only left me in the exam haha.

cheapo

a otherwise enjoyable time at the arcade 2day was ruined by some nah be chee bye cheap busturd with a fuck face. That ass kept using fucking cheep moves that prompted me to shout at him to stop it His a complete disgrace to storm users. I almost wanted to go over and punch that fuck face of his.

I really hate this kind of cheap busturds doing nt but winning the game through cheap moves and crowning abt it later on. his lucky it was me or else he proably be carried out of the place on a stretcher.

whoa i didnt noe that haha

Colorgenics Test Select the colored cubes in the order that you feel most in HARMONY with and view your personal colorgenics analysis.

this is the test i did. its from jojo blog

Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.

You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.

In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influenceand there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

You are feeling helpless. The fact that you are unable to control events that are going on around you is subjecting you to considerable stress. This can, if not relieved, cause muscle spasms or hypertension. It would seem that you are, for whatever the reason, being subjected to intolerable pressures. The complete environment would appear to be hostile. It would also seem that you are being driven against your will. You feel - and perhaps quite rightly so - that unreasonable demands are made of you but more to the point you feel as if you are powerless to control the situation or protect yourself in any way. At this time you feel utterly helpless.

The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are beyond your capabilities, or your reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal inadequacy. Your inability to take control of the situation causes you to over-react in stubborn defiance blaming everyone but yourself for your own failures.

You scored as The Beast, Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you. The Beast 56% Ariel 56% Goofy 50% Sleeping Beauty 50% Peter Pan 44% Pinocchio 44% Snow White 38% Cinderella 31% Donald Duck 13% Cruella De Ville 6% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com

lol i did this just for the fun of it. BTW I SCORED 6O for flora's test thats TWICE her score on mine :)

Failure

After a few days of wondering what to write i finally get the idea lol.
Ok so as some of u guys noe i failed to get into the main com AGAIN. Doubtless there are people out there celebrating this for reason i do not want to noe. haha. People i see who at least hav the heart to console me tell me at least i hav done my best. Which makes me wonder hav i really done my best? I hav no idea but a nagging voice at the back of my mind keeps telling me no i hav not.

Any way what is done is done. Now as for d comm see how 1st hehe. If shi hui, huey jin and company gets in i will join to help them if not then well see if i feel like it a not.

Well alvin LEE and the others keep telling me to cheer up(Alvin EWE included). Thanks people but i am not really as sad as i thought i would be. Infact when wan xin called me to tell me the results i barely reacted(Although it could be that i was watching Just Follow Law at the time). And ppl who are truely concerned dun worry i would giv up or kill my self over this. Learning to handle failure is 1 thing u guys at main com 06/07 taught me well in haha.

So true to the gessian spirit ONWARDS lol

List of people to thank
Lee Wan Xin(The mother of SC of course must thank=D)
Vivian Chua(She did teach me alot lar although i can remember what exactly)
Mai(some place some where i learned something)
ALVIN LEE GUANG MING(THANK YOU*2)
JOJO TAN XIN HUI(THANK YOU*2)
Yeo Chin Wei(really learned lots)
Yap Zhang Yang( hehe learned something too)
Rachel Ng
Jasmine Lim
Choy Xin Xian
Alvin EWE chun qiang
Flora
Florence
Yong Jia
Junior
And of course 2 very impt ppl
Mr Andy Ng (this guy really worked hard the whole year for SC)
Mr Brendon Lam

to anybody out there i hav missed ps send me a msg and i will add in ur name =D

Wonders

Well the funny thing abt reading other ppl's post is that some times u wonder, at the same time next year will u be writing abt the same things
Read this:
http://iamvian.blogspot.com/2007_04_01_archive.html

Standing at the cross roads of change and wondering abt change itself

Everybody changed, i changed, my mum changed form how she was as a kid so did urs. Yet not many of us are really aware of the change until we actually stop and take a look at stuff of our past.

Nice isnt it to noe how u hav changed. We should all once in a while just stop. Stop and take a look at our past selfs, remiss how we changed, think of friends . Friends who hav been there throughout the journey, friends loss along the way friends who u do not see yet are mentally cheering u on. Objects, our old toys, photos, clothes. Stuff we hav discared, stuff we are still holding dear to, stuff we still want. remiss yet not dwell on the past, understand how u and the world hav changed. Do not fear change, neither take it unquestioningly. Change will come to us all, that is the constant of the universe itself and will forever be until time itself grows old and stop.

China Trip

Ok just got back from my china trip for like 50hrs ago lol. according to 1comt i shld have a preview around here so here it is: Salty cold oily and more salty haha. I am serious ok. Firstly the food is damm salty the salt like mah chum free de can add, add like 1 TABLESPOON. Secondly damm freaking cold lar 1st day was like around 5degrees? oh ya the food also quite oily lar some of it.

Back to proper writing haha.

The trip was very intersting lar to be fair. I really think my MUM's $750 was worth it. it really open my eyes to quite a few thinks so i resloved to change abit haha hopefully u guys can see then slightly changed me when sem starts. i am lazy to type anymore so see the pics below

Photos will come later

Serious or not

ok the problem has been bugging me for sometime. I feel that maybe sometimes just sometimes i am too nice to ppl. ppl suan me i keep quite not because i afraid of u its i feel is let it be whats the point? but thats not the main issue. the problem is that i am never really serious on things, study half way can on dota play lol. I noe what i can do and what i am capable but problem is i am never serious enough to do it properly. Hiaz what to do maybe i really dun hav enough discipline

BIS

lol yesterday was the BIS exam and the last paper :D. I think my memory my need to be repaired after all the studying (actually not much lar haiz didnt put in 100% again) i freaking forgot what is the five components of a IS what the. Its lame lar i tell u i remembered all the "advance" stuff but freaking forget the fundamental of fundamentals.........
Any way happean to meet Siew Fong at the Kim Seng bus stop and she tell me she is sick again or is it still sick? I think over a week liao lol. And the horoscope said its suppose to be great year for dragons hmmmmm.
Went to watch ghost rider after the exam. The story line is a bit lame lar u standard USA superhero-come-to-terms-with-his-powers-then -save-his-girl-line lol but the effects was ok lar although since nemesis the effect of people turning into "dried" people is getting abit lame so yar movie makers please think of something new ty.

Nothing to do

ok so for the nothing to do post cause i hav nothing to do lol. I noe..... cold.
Having nothing better to do yesterday i went to vitrualand @ bugis after cutting my hair(...)
Some how i seem to hav "depproved" lol. Nows a day i cant even hyper grab after c.hk or excute a freaking Triple AHVB. Its crap man. But something interesting happean around 4:30pm. The freaking super expert came. Super Expert== to people who can do things that are super diffcult
This guy could do spiral endless trap which is like godlike?even if u could get out of the trap theres still spiral to handle and his spiral well lets just say u dun want to noe. Then theres cable normal ppl like me will try to s.hk then super jump cancel AHVB. he? Pinistar Cancel AHVB not just once EVERY FREAKING TIME . And the distance off the ground when he cancels into AHVB? the length of ur tab button. Any body who can do this has mastered cable which is as easy as writing Windows from scratch so yar not easy. Well his sential? likely to be polishing u off the famous "Frying Pan" of his :S.

2006

long time never write any thing le cause i too lazy to write
Firstly i am happy to annouce all my projects are finished be it Talentime or UID so yeah relex and study time.
Then the bad news exams are coming...OSI model TCP/IP switch WLAN TPS MIS EIS zzzzzz
2006 has really taught me alot from how to handle events to how the world works. All i can say is that i now have a better understanding of how people think and its both a good and bad thing cause good as in i have wise up.Bad as in the world is not exactly the single layered neither is it 3 dimensional.
Well best wishes to every human on earth haha.

up dates

hehe long time never write anything le cause i was too lazy too
First my results
MODULE UNIT GRADE ATTEMPT REMARKS

COMPUTERS AND OPERATING SYSTEMS 5.00 B+ 1
COMPUTING MATHEMATICS 5.00 B+ 1
CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS 2.00 C 1
FUNDAMENTALS FOR IT PROFESSIONALS 5.00 C+ 1
FUNDAMENTALS OF PROGRAMMING 5.00 A 1
SPORTS AND WELLNESS 2.00 PX 1
WEB PUBLISHING 5.00 A 1


RESULT: Passed
well i can only say i shld hav studied harder for COS and CM but CATS i got nothing to say
as for FP well lets just put it this way I DUN WANT TO SAY ANYTHING IN CASE I GET SUED FOR SLANDER.
Basicaly these days i do nothing but work study a bit go arcade(dur) watch tv play com blah blah blah.

Enternity in an hour

Not by my own choice i was packing my own room 2 day.afterpacking and packing all the stuff i accmulated over four years ony then i realised the amount of stuff that had happen.From all the files they first gav me during sec one to the expditions and camps that i went over the years every single onw moment came floating back as though magnetise.

To see a world in a grain of sand
And heaven in a wild flower
Hold infinty in the plam of your hand
and eternity in an hour
Willam Blake

Though not execlty as said its then i actually got a sense of what he ment.
Back to serious stuff this bog is tempory suspened until like the end of the month while i strrgle to learn java:D

Update

101 on my life
Starting a job on monday six days a week
must laso a book on java script to hagger wif this block
attened grad night and just woke up
took a bunch of 'artistic' photo
realised that the one of Dr tan and Miss Fu was a bit crap as someone closed her eyes
siberian husky ar offically banded from this blog
just because u got 90+ for Amaths dose not mean u can be so FUCKED up
and Yap no bite me comments ty

Update

101
Count down to O'lvl 3 days
Song changed to Final ending of gsd no idea what the heck it name means
studying like a man's best friend
kept running into certian animals at tb
going nuts maybe

GSD #49

Sian 2nd last ep liao:(. wtf things have gone nuts at seed forum we hav ppl complaining left right centre about reused sences fukada(producer) running out of ideas haha. I hope this turns out better than the last few ep. It better seeing from the screen shots that the brought bac the gennsis gamma ray cannon. Hope kira athrun kicks shin butt next ep that b..t...d desrves it

JOke

what a joke things are these days.GSD is near tis end in japan and yet kids central in singapore here is airing its debut next saturday. Soon u will see all the kids talking about it like its new when the real fans are already anticpating the new gundam series next year. BTW just watched one more chance by jack neo it was very funny but does have its pt a certain times